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Hello again, friends! Realizing now, that there are only *13* days left until my favorite holiday.. :pumpkin: what are your plans for October 31st this year? After work, I will probably hand out candy at home. Is anybody else going to be dressing up? (:


Even though I turned 30 this year, I will be dressing up twice on Halloween; as a cowgirl for work, then as a she-devil, thanks to a sparkly red romper & matching accessories I purchased at a discount during last year's post-Halloween sale.


In other news, just wanted to catch up with you guys. In August, I turned 30, celebrating the transition into my third decade on this planet in Wyoming! I visited none other than Yellowstone National Park. It was a beautiful getaway. I still have not had as much time to draw. But I am around, checking this account from time to time. Something about coming here just makes me happy. Very much needed, given the following story:


Unfortunately, about a month after turning 30, I discovered some red, mosquito-like bumps on both of my legs. So, I headed to urgent care, where the doctors weren't quite sure what to make them. I then got the biggest scare of my life when I was told that my blood levels were "off."


Concerned, I opted to see my primary care physician, who then ordered a re-do. The re-do came back normal, but he still suggested seeing a dermatologist to get a skin biopsy. The dermatologist then ordered a different blood test, which found "elevated antibodies" in my blood. In response, I went to go see a hematologist. Not too concerned with my results, he suggested seeing a rheumatologist, to see if my red rashes were the result of an underlying disorder, such as an autoimmune disease. I did.


The rheumatologist actually ordered a fourth blood test to rule out lupus and other autoimmune diseases. However, he did stun me a little, when he asked if I had received any COVID-19 vaccinations. I told him I had, 3 in fact - between 2020 and 2021. I asked why he was concerned about that, and he shed light on how recent studies indicate that about 15% of the population has been showing changes in their blood, like me, and developing autoimmune diseases after receiving their boosters.


It's been weighing on me, of course, as I would like to not believe this is true. But, here I am awaiting my AVISE blood results, and just kind of hoping for the best. I remain positive, and asides from the fading bruises on my legs, don't have other symptoms. He doesn't expect the results to turn up positive, but the wait is not fun.


What a ride, right? I am sharing my story, as I am curious to know if anybody else has experienced something similar, or has heard of someone going through this after receiving COVID-19 vaccines?


As a healthcare provider, and as someone who trusts science, trusts leadership, and has faith, this has really shaken me. It's not what I envisioned going through while turning 30, and certainly not the result I envisioned for electing to receive the COVID-19 vaccine 2 years ago. I will keep you guys updated! Hoping that others will perhaps want to investigate how a prior COVID diagnosis or vaccine has altered their blood, and if they are predisposed to developing an autoimmune disorder after reading my story.


As always, much love and smiles your way :) #Andyvrenditions #HappyHalloween

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Happy New Year, art friends! 🎉 How is 2023 going so far for you guys? Hopefully better than mine, haha! I wanted to share that yesterday, for the first time ever, I tested positive for COVID. Yup.


This has effectively put me out of work for the meantime, and thus here I am. I'm set to test again on Friday, the results of which will determine how soon I can return to work. Noticed I gained a few more watchers since I was last on here, which always amazes me, as you all must find me through my older art posts. It makes me so happy to have your support, thank you very much, as always. I intend to most definitely return to regular art-making eventually.

Reflecting on my presence on dA.. I mentioned in my last journal, that I had made a career change from x-ray to mammography.


Well, several months later, I was actually offered a promotion, and took on becoming the lead quality control technologist. So, that's where all of my energy got devoted to in 2022, learning those ropes, trying to be the best I can be for my team. My role now entails being in charge of quality control testing of the x-ray units, and coordinating maintenance schedules with field engineers and medical physicists. I get to work alongside the supervisor, as we share an office, and thank goodness for her because she too, has been an incredible mentor. There are things that I get to help her with, like training new hires, making sure certificates are up to date, ensuring that staff is current with their licenses, assisting with accreditation renewals, etc. It is a very loaded gun. There are then also some days when I go home, and still get calls or text messages from work, and it's all very time-consuming.. mix all of that in with the graduate student cocktail, and that leaves very little energy for me to devote to drawing like I used to.


So flash-forward a year out: we just had our federal and state inspection last December, the first one for me in my career, and it went beyond better than I imagined it to go. The inspector was very nice. She made a comment at the end about how she was even learning things from me, as I was going through the quality control manual records with her. Being that I give my all to what I do, and genuinely love my work, hearing this from an inspector made my world. It was the best Christmas present.

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It is now 2023, and with that, I officially feel I have a grasp on this role, it's been a very challenging, very rewarding experience. For these reasons, as you can imagine, it pains me to be out sick. It feels terrible knowing how much I am needed within my department, but I also just do not like being at home without anything to do. My final semesters have not yet started, but I can't wait for them to. That is one thing that I am most looking forward to in 2023: graduating with an MS and my MBA. major nerd, I know..


So, how are you guys doing? Is it raining with you as hard as it is in Southern California right now? And what are some things you guys are looking forward to this year, or goals you have set for the new year? What were your most memorable or favorite things from 2022? Favorite Christmas presents you received?


For me, it is my new puppy. She is 6 months old now, and a furball of fire that I received as a birthday gift last year back in August. Say hello to baby Cherry:

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Remember to take care of yourselves and your loved ones! pink heart {big}

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On this April 4th of 2021, it is Easter Sunday 🐇 and I find myself sitting at the computer desk, with not much to do. It's been about 1 year since I published my last journal here - reading it over, I can't help but contrast now with last Spring.


In April of 2020, I wrote that the United States had over 700,000 confirmed Covid-19 cases, with California being home to 30,000. Today, the US records 30+ million confirmed cases, with California holding over 3 million. Stark data...


And so, I ask again, art friends, how you've been holding up, 1 year into this new normal? How has the past year and the pandemic changed your life, how you are planning your future? How are your families today?


As for me, I remain rather optimistic. Hope is just an artist's nature.

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Last month, I participated in my first art exhibition since the pandemic started. I had the incredible opportunity to have my Audrey Hepburn portrait selected for a local gallery showcase.


Thankfully, I've still been able to turn to art. Because as many of you know, dance is another love of mine, which I've actually not been able to do during this pandemic, nor have felt safe to return to doing just yet. I think I will probably wait at least until next year to resume dance classes. I miss it so!


But one thing I don't miss, is the stress of last year - the unknown factor, that made every day so long and so difficult for us all. Last summer, I was promoted to a lead technologist position at the hospital, overseeing the radiology department in the evenings. Despite this honorable recognition, and very amazing experience, I chose to take the daunting step of climbing the career ladder, as I have always known that I was not keen on staying in x-ray forever. The way I see it, there is always more to learn, to do, to challenge oneself with, as opposed to staying at the minimal end of the spectrum, staying comfortable, and playing it safe.


And in regards to radiology, there are just so many fields and directions you can ascend into. So, after taking a course in mammography, and passing my California state exam in mammographic radiologic technology, last December, I finally landed a new role as a mammography technologist ❤ No longer working in a hospital setting, I have since moved to an amazing outpatient center in Los Angeles County. While so many job offers required experience, they took a chance on me, accepting me to the team without any experience, and made the time to teach me everything from scratch, for which I will eternally be grateful.

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Essentially, my new job entails screening women for breast cancer and other breast pathologies. Mammography is quite a different profession compared to regular x-ray imaging; more intimate, and far greater responsibility. And it was one of the best Christmas presents that I've ever given myself.

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While I was initially nervous to make the move (because who isn't anxious about leaving the work they know how to do, for something completely new?), the transition has actually been rather wonderful and educational, and so worth it. Despite breast imaging being entirely new for me, challenging, but also rewarding, they say that I've a rare, natural talent for it. Very encouraging to my ears.


And when I make small talk with my patients, we discuss the pandemic, and I hear about how so many families have been affected by Covid. I then reminisce about my days at my previous job, going into positive patients' rooms all of last year to perform chest x-rays, and just praying that I'd not come home with the virus. Somehow, I was spared. It almost feels unreal, and unfair, when you hear about so many others who were not.


In January, I had the first dose of the Pfizer vaccine, a remedy both long-awaited, but also relatively quick to arrive, in my opinion. Again, I was one of the lucky ones, who experienced no side effects with either dose. And I can't urge enough how important it is to get vaccinated, friends. Don't be afraid. It is hopefully, for our own good. And the statistics are proving everyday, that combined with virus precautions, they work. Today, both my parents have also been vaccinated with their first doses, soon scheduled to have their second this month.


It is emotional at times when I reflect on how blessed my family has been to finally make it to this day, and to be getting through this pandemic, which is all going to come to an end soon.


I have not seen my cousins, or my aunts, uncles, and extended family members in well over a year, but at least we have Facebook to keep in touch.


And we haven't formally dined at a restaurant, but at least we've been able to order takeout, supporting local restaurants.


Haven't attended a movie theater since this all started, I guess watching Godzilla vs. Kong on HBOmax will have to do..


However, I feel as though I have continued to still be grateful for what we do have. I never envisioned working in the healthcare industry under such intense conditions, but at least I am healthy, and I've remained employed. Yes, I have seen expired patients, but I have also witnessed remarkable recoveries, and met incredibly brave people along this journey. I never envisioned becoming a first-time homeowner, only to have to spend my first years inside my home under quarantine, but at least I am comfortable, and safe. We get to clean the house and be together enjoying every inch of it, the above-ground pool that I bought, the patio cover my dad made, and watch the grass and the vegetable garden that we planted grow.


Such is the way the universe is; unpredictable and unplanned, and in every way, uniquely empowering, a beautiful discovery with what every new year brings.


Wishing you all & your families a lovely Easter season ~ 🐤

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Hello friends, I hope you are having a lovely springtime weekend! Pixel icon - Flower - F2UMany of us have now been more than a month into this monotonous quarantine. I'm very curious to know, how you've all been coping, what it is you guys do that keeps you sane? Tiny Pixel Sparkle 

I personally, am just taking things one day at a time. Before this pandemic, my mother had bought me a bunch of string lights for me to decorate my new room with. Who would've known they'd serve to create a happier ambiance during such a dark time?

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cherry blossom Since my last journal, I have done several more chest x-rays for patients with Covid-19. It's very hard, and very trying, but every time that I do one I find strength, and somehow muster my courage. 

Talking to other personnel at my facility, I learn more about how other departments are handling things. Interestingly, the rules are ever-changing, almost daily. Every day, I now place a brown paper bag in my locker. In it are the goggles that the radiology department has provided for me. Masks are now mandatory for us. And starting tomorrow, entrances to my workplace will be restricted, with everyone getting screened, including getting our temperatures taken before we start our shifts. I have received multiple calls from Employee Health.Their notifications have become routine, at this point. 


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Last Sunday was Easter Sunday... Easter Bunny with Egg - F2U! all I wanted was to celebrate at home. Instead, I had to work. But contrary to all the scenes shown on the news, I have to share with you guys, that some hospitals, like mine, have actually been unusually quiet. Weird, right? That Easter Sunday, I only worked 3.5 hrs, a new record for me, as I've never been sent home so early. 

Indeed, some hospitals are furloughing workers, or cutting back their hours for productivity's sake. It's been hypothesized that many people could be afraid of coming to large hospitals, knowing that their risk of exposure to Covid-19 may be higher. Never have I seen so many empty beds at my facility. The OR here is even in talks of bringing back surgeries. I can only view these as good signs, that we have this under some control, & that people are doing their part to follow social distancing measures. Probably safe to assume that things will start to pick up soon. 

Pixel: Blue Star To recap, the United States now has about 750,000 confirmed Coronavirus cases, California being home to nearly 30,000 of them. I've been following the trends, and these numbers have more than doubled since two weeks ago. Worldwide, we're stepping into 2.5 million confirmed cases. And I'm left wondering, just when will things return to normal? Or, is this our new normal for the next few months, maybe even years? There are so many conflicting opinions, so much uncertainty. I do agree with scientists that there are glimmers of hope, a mildly slower growth rate in the increase of cases since the outbreak first began, but will it continue to come down?

Truth be told, I resort to changing the news channel after an hour or two, just because it gets so tedious and redundant to hear the same thing over and over. Speculations are being made as to when the lockdown will be over, or which drugs are "showing promise," but it's just too soon for anyone to have definitive answers. As I said in my previous journal, don't let the news scare you.

Yesterday, I watched the One World Together At Home concert, and it was a nice change of tone, to say the least. It focused on the positives instead of the negatives. We artists are naturally so good at that. Several days ago, I drew inspiration from this article I was reading, having found this touching photograph of an emergency physician in New Orleans. He is pictured wearing an N95 mask, and holding his baby high and away from his body. Of the many touching images I have seen, this is one of my favorites. A reminder that there is life to look forward to after this pandemic. And to be unafraid of what's to come.
  

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Flower for you Tomorrow, April 20th, will be the one month mark since my grandma's passing. It's still inevitable to think of her at times, especially these days, as I have been thinking a lot about how similar our paths have been. Mom says I've even got her resilient attitude in me. And thank God I do, being in this field of work. 

Nonetheless, and despite all the confusion that surrounds us still, I am drawing immense inspiration from the nurses and the doctors and the respiratory therapists that all have much more interaction time with these patients than I do. I spend, maybe at the most, no more than 5 minutes in patients' rooms taking their pictures. But others are monitoring them hour by hour, and day after day, until they improve, and my heart goes out to those very special responders. But it is also important to realize the role that the public plays in all of this - it is everyone making a difference, whether they work an essential job, or whether they stay at home or work from home.

More over, I have been delighted, and extremely grateful, to see the generous donations being made to my hospital.. I get home with boxes or bags of food that I get to share with my family, and it's a beautiful nod from my community, people who are reaching out in the kindest ways to say a simple thank you. Don't think words can express the happiness that I feel when I get to put these items in my car, and drive home on the coastal highway after my shift ends  small heart - aqua small heart - purple small heart - blue 

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    "I am no longer afraid of becoming lost, 
         because the journey back always reveals something new,
             and that is ultimately good for the artist."
                                          ~ Billy Joel


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Hey guys! I've decided to start a weekly journal here just to share my stories with you during this outbreak, chronicling my life as an artist & a healthcare provider. I hope you are all safe and sound! Never could I have imagined such an event to take place in our lifetimes. But, here we are.

A Quick Catch-up:        
Ringing in 2020, I was super stoked. After a lot of hard work since getting hired at my hospital in 2018, I finally became a first-time homeowner in January - my biggest accomplishment so far. I remember traveling to the escrow office in Los Angeles on that cold, but sunny Christmas Eve morning to sign documents. I had my scrubs in the car to change into as I rushed back to make it to work. And it was a happy time for me. The happiest in a very long time for all of us. My family and I fixed up the house; the speediest two weeks ever. My father is a handyman, and I learned a lot from him. We did the painting, the flooring, applied new grass outside, applied new cement. We settled in. 
  
  

Not too long after that, my hospital received the call confirming that the first potential Coronavirus patient was being admitted to our partner facility. I still remember relaying the message from the radiologist to my lead tech. A sunken feeling set in me then. I knew it would only be a matter of time, as I had been following the news reports from what was happening in Wuhan. Flash forward to today, and here we all are, under mandated quarantines in the midst of a large pandemic. I wanted to remind you guys, that despite what you hear in the news, to be calm, and not overreact. As the quote goes: the danger is very real, but fear is a choice. These are words that I am sticking to these days to get me by. All major businesses which have been deemed non-essential have been shut down, this includes my local dance studio. My mother, who works as a teacher's aide, has been forced to stay home, as all schools have been closed down until further notice. My cousin was supposed to have her wedding ceremony this past weekend, but that too has been postponed. And my late grandmother's passing has had to be arranged without any funeral or graveside service, as they are no longer allowing visitors nor priests during the burial. In Nevada, my brother is a corrections officer, and he is currently monitoring quarantined prisoners. My dad and I have always joked that we wanted something interesting like an apocalypse to happen in our lives. Jokes aside, everything now feels so surreal.. like we're living in a movie. You can bet dad and I are practicing our zombie walks.

For those that don't know, I work at a major hospital in California, as an x-ray tech. Part of my job now entails shootings x-rays for patients that come in to rule out the Covid-19 diagnosis. Over the last couple of weeks, my managers have been planning strategically, I've been receiving email updates as far as what precautions to take. I am used to rotating my shifts, in between the outpatient center, and the hospital, but recently have been told that all of our resources are shifting towards the hospital. The other day, I shot five chest x-rays to rule out Covid-19, my biggest record to date, and it was very scary, I will not lie. It's not that I don't want to do the work, I do. It's the fact that I feel like I'm playing with fire when it comes to my own health. I happen to be diagnosed with recurrent respiratory papillomatosis, a condition that is rare, and that I have always been told since I was little that I would one day grow out of. That my immune system just hadn't kicked in, and was not able to fight it off just yet. For a lot of kids, this comes true, and RRP goes away during puberty, but for me it never did. I still have it. I still require surgeries to remove growths from my vocal cords. It is hard to breathe as it is, and hard to talk as it is. When I catch a minor cold, it knocks me out for weeks - but I get through it. I don't want to imagine the havoc on my body that contracting the coronavirus would do to me. Throw the hospital's shortage of protection gear into the mix, and you have a girl that is very much living on the edge.

For the first time in my life, I have been driving terrified to work. A shy, introverted girl like me, who used to spend her lunch break in the art room in high school, never would have believed that she'd be on the frontlines of this warzone that is a national health crisis. I can only compare it to feeling like a soldier, I've been in a general state of confusion, trying to educate myself with the internet and the news, but encountering contradictory information and swaying opinions from so-called experts. My first scare on the job has officially knocked on my door. I received a call this afternoon from Employee Health Services to let me know that a patient that I shot an x-ray for on March 15th turned out to be positive for Covid-19. Today is March 24th, and I am barely getting word of it. I have been instructed to monitor myself for any symptoms and for a fever. I don't have a fever, but I do have a mild sore throat, which I have reported, but unless I have a fever over 100 degrees, they are telling me I am not restricted from going to work. This seems backwards to me, I'll be honest. But at the end of the day, this is brand new territory. We don't yet have an official vaccine. And it will be years before we know the long-term effects of this disease. Right now, we all are making mistakes, and we have to be okay with that. Plus, I am needed more than ever before. I have seen frantic nurses and doctors, and it's been interesting to say the least. We're asking each other questions, and educating ourselves as to how to approach these first-of-their-kind cases. It seems we are all just learning as we go. I predict that many healthcare workers will catch some strain of this disease, and moreso as supplies continue to dwindle. And judging by the way things are heading, it's not going to be over any time soon, sadly. This morning, I read an article about an ice-skating rink in Spain, which is being used as a makeshift mortuary as the number of fatalities increase. (And to think, that I thought my grandmother's burial was going to be less than honorable).

As we tread into the second week of this pandemic, unfortunately things only appear to be getting worse. The US is now the country with the 3rd highest number of confirmed Covid-19 cases. The National Guard has been deployed to a couple of the states, including California, but I can tell you, I don't yet feel the difference. There is probably more that can be and should be getting done. Until then, I believe more and more people will contract this disease. Please, do your part to stay indoors if you can, and only seek medical help if it is a dire emergency, only shop online if it is a dire emergency. Definitely want to keep everyone in mind with everything that you do - the UPS drivers, who many times don't have a sink at hand. The grocery store baggers and cashiers that are handling money all day, and the plumbers that are responding to the clogging of drains from people improperly flushing their disinfectant wipes down the toilet. 

As of today, there are 18,000 fatalities reported, and over 100,000 recoveries reported. But over 400,000 cases now exist worldwide. Analyzing this data closely, I can
 see that most people that appear to contract the virus have not recovered from it yet. This concerns me as a healthcare provider. But there is nothing available yet that we can do; no cure that we have. Internally, it is frustrating, because I feel that unless more people step in, and unless more money is funded, more PPE gear is manufactured, we are going to continue to see these digits rise. I almost wish that we could have the army stopping by to each of our doorsteps to supply us with our essentials.. I wish that we at least had the isolation gowns, the goggles and the N95 respirator masks available for our healthcare workers, whom we can't even afford to replace now... Two weeks ago, our interns and externs were suspended for their safety. Boy, how I miss my students, so much. Maybe it's a blessing. Perhaps they are the lucky ones that get to stay home, safely shielded from the battlefield. Not even a week prior, they had invited me to their graduation ceremony. I still remember jumping up and down, saying yes, yes, yes! It has since been cancelled. 

I do, however, believe that there is light at the end of the tunnel. When we get out, it will be such a celebratory day, guys. How I desperately look forward to that. The only thing that keeps me going is that notion. That my efforts will not all be for nothing. People can focus on the downturn of the economy all they'd like, focus on the time we wasted or the mistakes the government made when this first came about, but what is done is done, and I hope that those in command will put those that are sick and ailing first, from here on out, in addition to those of us that are trying our best to help them. Arguing, money, school, weddings, rent.. all of these can take a back seat for now. Whether it's staying home, or washing my hands so many times that the skin on the back of my hands starts turning red, I have to do the essential tasks that are required of me now - for the world's sake. All that said, I hope that I can help encourage you guys to stay calm, maintain your peace of mind and stay safe. Think twice before you order that swim suit for the summer, think twice before starting that last cigarette, and think three times before offering artwork commissions that require mail distribution. Find spirituality and happiness in the simple things y'all. E
njoy the time you do have at home, catch-up on the little things, play with your children, dance at home... and also draw, paint, write, read, sketch, and keep your minds occupied on the arts, as I know from personal experience that it can help you feel a hundred times better. In conclusion, don't let the news scare you; simply let it inform you.

Will be back with my next update soon~

  • How has this pandemic changed your daily lives? What is your role in helping out the world right now?

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